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Yup I'm alive and well I guess you can say coming to terms with starting a new chapter in my life.
So some might know of this but I kinda decided to come to terms that the friendship with my longest best friend is OVER! Yup you heard it right, my best friend who I knew since I was 5 years old is no longer my best friend. You might ask me what happened. Well long story short it had something to do with this; She went to Taiwan, got a boyfriend, came back, lied to me and now starting a new life in China! In other words I'm left in the past. She used the line "I can't wait to start my new life in China with *inserts name of boyfriend here* " It made me feel so uh... Well a rush of emotions really. I was upset, then depressed and finally angry. I can't believe she said that! She blew me over. I had said "I hope you don't forget lil ol me.. " alongside with a question. She just answered question instead of giving a response to my first part. We had been friends for years and now it feels like we are complete strangers. I mean more like Fake friend. I am still trying to come to terms with all of this.
I feel so ashamed to ever trust her, to believe she will be my friend till the end of our days. I was completely wrong. I felt so helpless and useless I started to question my self worth.
I mentioned this to a friend who I have for almost a year now and ya know what she gave me a reality check. I prefer honesty and admire her honesty most of all.
So enough of my ranting and all. I just recently got a new laptop. My old one was beyond repair. So Now I have to chip away on my FYP project which I have to submit again in Early May. I hope I get it done and move on with my life.
Also I want to thank all the wonderful people who wished me a Happy Birthday. Sure it might have been a tiny handful but so grateful. An Amazing friend planned a nice day out and I went to her house for the Saturday to celebrate my b-day even when it was late. I got gifts from three of my friends and it cheered me up so much.
So some might know of this but I kinda decided to come to terms that the friendship with my longest best friend is OVER! Yup you heard it right, my best friend who I knew since I was 5 years old is no longer my best friend. You might ask me what happened. Well long story short it had something to do with this; She went to Taiwan, got a boyfriend, came back, lied to me and now starting a new life in China! In other words I'm left in the past. She used the line "I can't wait to start my new life in China with *inserts name of boyfriend here* " It made me feel so uh... Well a rush of emotions really. I was upset, then depressed and finally angry. I can't believe she said that! She blew me over. I had said "I hope you don't forget lil ol me.. " alongside with a question. She just answered question instead of giving a response to my first part. We had been friends for years and now it feels like we are complete strangers. I mean more like Fake friend. I am still trying to come to terms with all of this.
I feel so ashamed to ever trust her, to believe she will be my friend till the end of our days. I was completely wrong. I felt so helpless and useless I started to question my self worth.
I mentioned this to a friend who I have for almost a year now and ya know what she gave me a reality check. I prefer honesty and admire her honesty most of all.
So enough of my ranting and all. I just recently got a new laptop. My old one was beyond repair. So Now I have to chip away on my FYP project which I have to submit again in Early May. I hope I get it done and move on with my life.
Also I want to thank all the wonderful people who wished me a Happy Birthday. Sure it might have been a tiny handful but so grateful. An Amazing friend planned a nice day out and I went to her house for the Saturday to celebrate my b-day even when it was late. I got gifts from three of my friends and it cheered me up so much.
Kaizoku 2017
Well it was a rather eventful weekend overall. Due to bus strike which is still unresolved it caused so much issues with alot of people. I know I had some issues too and had to pay for taxi. The trade hall wasn't as impressive as last year sadly.
Friend lost his bag, friend had to pull out of accom last minute due to work and other things happened.
Regardless of it all it wasn't a bad weekend and I had some fun. I didn't get many photos sadly but oh well that's to be expected.
Turned out me and some of my friends ended up having breakfast at the same time as the guests. They were staying at the main house to where I booked. I was meant to
1 year later... A smile never to frown
It has only been a year when I went through a few changes to my life. Went through a low point that I never thought I could recover. Last year was rough I had to admit that. I changed so much it shows both physically and mentally. I look back to that very moment at that girl who was at breaking point. I can see how much of a doormat she was. I felt incredibly sorry for her. Advise I'd give that girl if I met her is
"Do what makes you happy! Everything will be alright so don't worry. End those that make you feel lower than you really are. It will be worth it in the long mile. Don't be afraid and never regret the choice you made. Be happy and
DestinyBlue's Friendship Giveaway for Danielle
Danielle has been one of my closest friends since we first met in college. We met when I was vice-president of the MAG society in college. She is like my twin sister regardless of age. Much like me in more than many ways. I was quite shocked as time passes by coz we are fairly similar. We have a lot in common and our personalities are quite similar. She is such a wonderful friend she always supports me through thick and thin. She always makes me smile. You never have a dull moment and always have plenty of laughs when she is around. You can always be you and never worry about the mistakes you do. She forgives you and that's why I trust her so
Real life begins with summer
Wow, well so much has happened in this past year or two. Long story simple was that I had a battle for my degree that well seems more like a nightmare more than ever. With only a week left before I know the final result I start to fear the worst. Meaning that yet again all over again I'd have to present myself into the situation to battle for that worthless piece of paper that says I am qualified. I only want 40% and nothing more. This degree isn't something I am any longer proud of. It's to my own concern to say I am certified.
Any way so much pressure until the fat lady sings *God I hate that saying but it fits the situation much nicely*
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Good luck with everything. Sorry about the friend. It sucks when you get older, people change especially when they get a man ( I know it makes me come off as jealous but I noticed a huge trend of females who decided to dump their friend all because they had a boyfriend. I know it's normal but it just still disturbing).