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Yup I'm alive and well I guess you can say coming to terms with starting a new chapter in my life.
So some might know of this but I kinda decided to come to terms that the friendship with my longest best friend is OVER! Yup you heard it right, my best friend who I knew since I was 5 years old is no longer my best friend. You might ask me what happened. Well long story short it had something to do with this; She went to Taiwan, got a boyfriend, came back, lied to me and now starting a new life in China! In other words I'm left in the past. She used the line "I can't wait to start my new life in China with *inserts name of boyfriend here* " It made me feel so uh... Well a rush of emotions really. I was upset, then depressed and finally angry. I can't believe she said that! She blew me over. I had said "I hope you don't forget lil ol me.. " alongside with a question. She just answered question instead of giving a response to my first part. We had been friends for years and now it feels like we are complete strangers. I mean more like Fake friend. I am still trying to come to terms with all of this.
I feel so ashamed to ever trust her, to believe she will be my friend till the end of our days. I was completely wrong. I felt so helpless and useless I started to question my self worth.

I mentioned this to a friend who I have for almost a year now and ya know what she gave me a reality check. I prefer honesty and admire her honesty most of all.
So enough of my ranting and all. I just recently got a new laptop. My old one was beyond repair. So Now I have to chip away on my FYP project which I have to submit again in Early May. I hope I get it done and move on with my life.

Also I want to thank all the wonderful people who wished me a Happy Birthday. Sure it might have been a tiny handful but so grateful. An Amazing friend planned a nice day out and I went to her house for the Saturday to celebrate my b-day even when it was late. I got gifts from three of my friends and it cheered me up so much.
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BlueVioletgirl101's avatar
Good luck with everything. Sorry about the friend. It sucks when you get older, people change especially when they get a man ( I know it makes me come off as jealous but I noticed a huge trend of females who decided to dump their friend all because they had a boyfriend. I know it's normal but it just still disturbing).